I hear the word authenticity all the time. It seems to be the word for my generation. I wonder if it's a reaction to a generation before us that seemed to be so unauthentic. I am not exactly sure but it sure seems to be a value of my friends and leaders of the emerging church. I could blog about this but I thought it would be easier to simply copy a good friend of mine and cut and paste his entry into mine because I don't want to be too transparent or authentic with people on the internet : ) This was written by Chris Jenson a loving father, a hard-working man and true shepherd of Jesus' church.
What does it mean to be "authentic?" It seems as though this word keep popping up around me--authentic. Maybe because i am discovering that it is something that I have struggled with for so long.
I looked up what the word "authentic" means, here's what I've found:
-not false or copied; genuine; real
-Having a claimed and verifiable origin or authorship; not counterfeit
-Genuineness; the quality of being genuine or not corrupted from the original
WHAT?!?!?! I mean seriously... it's so easy and yet so hard! The reason I have struggled is that I have wanted to fit in. Since elementary school I have just wanted to fit, be accepted, be apart. I have done, dressed, acted, said, all kinds of things in my life so that someone would accept me. Even in my relationship with God I have found it difficult to try not to perform for God to get his acceptance.
But let's think about being authentic:
-I'm I being false or copied?
-Do I have a verifiable origin and authorship?
-Do act with genuineness and truthfulness?
I guess what this is about is character and integrity... Do I understand who authored me? And am I BEING who I was made to be?
"For you were created in my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful and I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes way my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be." --Psalms 139:13-16 (NIV)
Christ is my Author! I find my purpose IN Christ! I must learn to be ME in HIM. I used to think that being ME was insufficient. I was not good enough. Unless I was a "Super Star," "Big Faith," "Too Strong," or "Champ"... then I needed to... well, DO something different. But I'm Chris, just Chris. I like to read, I love music, I love coffee, I don't like playing sports, but I do sometimes like to watch them, I sometimes don't like to hang out with people, I sometimes love to hangout with people, I love humor, my heart actually hurts when I see injustice, I really do believe that Jesus Christ really did die and pay ALL of the penalty for me, and that because of that, and only that, I am accepted by Him, and find full life... and I really love to just BE with God.
Does that sound weird? Maybe because you are not me. But I ask you...
Do you know the Source of your origin? Are you BEING who you were MADE to be?
...Are you authentic? Are you... YOU?